it's not easy...

My mental breakdown is apparently still in full swing despite what I may have previously said. My prior estimates were a bit too optimistic (that doesn't happen very often with me). Since it's hard to write anything that's coherent when you've gone insane I thought I might just post a picture of myself. It's very colorful and I feel it shows off my head very well (this makes sense because it is in fact a picture of my head). I don't know what I was looking at when I took it but it probably wasn't an elephant (I don't own one nor do I think they come small enough to fit on my desk). I probably looked away on purpose to try to make the picture more artistic or some such nonsense. I guess I felt at the time the three colors weren't enough.

I hope this picture brings some sort of satisfaction to you or at least makes you think of Andy Warhol.


"But green's the color of Spring
And green can be cool and friendly-like
And green can be big like an ocean, or important
Like a mountain, or tall like a tree"

--Note--
My aspirations are that I'll be better later this week and will be able to write something about the joys and downfalls of getting completely drunk.